My Darlin’ -Miley Cyrus

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My Darlin' -Miley Cyrus

“I walked through a pool of water and I seen the shadow of a broken-hearted girl
Pictured us walking to the altar, for better or for worse

Why don’t you stand, stand by me, oh my darling stand by me
We gon’ make a movie, a movie and it’s gon’ be in 3D, in 3D
We gon’ make a movie, a movie and it’s gon’ be in 3D, in 3D
Why don’t you stand, stand by me, oh my darling stand by me, stand by me

I ain’t pop no Molly but you still got me sweating
What happened to that feeling? We’ll never get it back
I ain’t take no shots but you still got me hot
What happened to that feeling? I wish it wouldn’t stop

We were supposed to be together
We were supposed to be together

They say that love can hit you so fast
Plenty odds are running out of time
But ours is on the border walk baby
Take me as I am or not
I can’t breathe without you, without you as mine

Why don’t you stand, stand by me, oh my darling stand by me
We gon’ make a movie, a movie and it’s gon’ be in 3D, in 3D
We gon’ make a movie, a movie and it’s gon’ be in 3D, in 3D

Stand by me, yea, my darling, stand by me, yeah
Yea, 3D, yea, movie, we gon’ make a, 3D, 3D

Why don’t you stand, stand by me, oh my darling stand by me
We gon’ make a movie, a movie and it’s gon’ be in 3D, in 3D
We gon’ make a movie, a movie and it’s gon’ be in 3D, 3D
Why don’t you stand, stand by me, oh my darling stand by me”

Have you ever felt love so strong, only to be left with your heart in your hand? This is how I feel when I listen to this song. The emptiness of the love lost. We had such wonderful moments together, and when I look back on the days and nights spent together I draw a tear of gratitude. Yet, it’s been over a year and we’ve spoken once. It is time to close that chapter of my life and leave you with those “memories”. We didn’t get to have the epic love tale that I thought we were destined for, yet we had an epic tale. Some love isn’t meant to last forever, and ours had just begun. I stand by myself in this feeling, My DARLIN’…

XoXO
Simone

Use Me

This song has been on repeat in the BFLYsouljah household for about three weeks. I am obsessed with choreographing a video for this. I went to see what was out there and I fell upon the two below, which are the best by far! Trust me, I’ve done the leg work.

The male video is so on point and not only is it badass they are cute as well.

Yet, like expected the ladies hold it down and blow the male choreography out of the water.

Whenever I listen to this song I think of the man who holds my heart, thoughts, soul, and body. I have tried to date other men, and even though this man and I have yet to date and are just friends, I can only fantasize about how beautiful it will be when the walls come down and we do consummate  our love. I can imagine we will both be so nervous…

I intend on performing my choreography for him, either to this song or “Arch N Point.”

Which choreography do you like the best?

“Use Me” By. Miguel

Sedate me… Salacious, salty, & sweet.
I’m overwhelmed by tasty thoughts of you.
Daydream… my body’s waving a white flag.
Take me, yeah, baby!

Now, I know I’m sober.
It’s just so profound
That every wall I built up
Has come crashing down.
Don’t the waves pull the sand?
Don’t the moon pull a tide, baby?
Well, I’m yours! Yea!

Use me. Wanna give you control
With the lights on
If I could just let go…
Forgive me. It’s the very first time
And I’m nervous. Can I trust you, huh?

Trust me, while I take this off
With the lights on cause it turns me on.
That we’re nervous, just let me show
You how to touch me. I could teach you, yea.

Sensation… as I place my tongue on your lips
You overwhelmed by everything I do, oh!
Curse me, yea, with such a beautiful nightmare!
Don’t wake me! Yea, baby!

Now, I know I’m sober.
It’s just so profound, yea,
That every wall I built up
Has come crashing down, yea!
Don’t the waves pull the sand?
Don’t the moon pull a tide, baby?
Well, I’m yours! Yea!

Use me. Wanna give you control
With the lights on
If I could just let go…
Forgive me. It’s the very first time
And I’m nervous. Can I trust you, huh?

Trust me, while I take this off
With the lights on cause it turns me on.
That we’re nervous, just let me show
You how to touch me. I could teach you, yea.

Blissful collision as our bodies tangle, intertwine
Biting your lip (uh-uh) baby, put me inside
Crucified thoughts, tender moments on a ricochet
Purging my mind of the power I own
Fall into forever. Just forgive me.
I was faithless. Danger in your eyes.
Baby, you can devour me!
Defile me, yeah!

Use me. Wanna give you control
With the lights on
If I could just let go…
Forgive me. It’s the very first time
And I’m nervous. Can I trust you, huh?

Trust me, while I take this off
With the lights on cause it turns me on.
If you’re nervous, just let me show
You how to touch me. I could teach you, yea.
[x3]
Use me.

words

Aside

words strewn across a paper

none greater than the sounds of your voice

melancholy

drowned in vats of wine

clouded illusion through the haze

warmth lost from the absence of your touch

the fire has dwindled into a mere flicker

we once thrived in the others presence

where has the love gone, I still feel it

foolishly I cling, shreds of hope

fairytaleonearth

xox{ohm}

-Latoya aka BFLYsouljah

Your one of my “Angels”

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Light reflects from your shadow
It is more than I thought could exist
You move through the room
Like breathing was easy
If someone believed me

They would be
As in love with you as I am
They would be
As in love with you as I am
They would be
As in love with you as I am
They would be
In love, love, love

And everyday
I’m learning about you
The things that no one else sees
And the end comes too soon
Like dreaming of angels

And leaving without them
And leaving without them

Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love, love, love
Love, love, love
Love, love, love

And with words unspoken
A silent devotion
I know you know what I mean
And the end is unknown
But I think I’m ready
As long as you’re with me

Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love with you as I am
Being
As in love, love, love

*dedicated to ATF

Designing a new/old ME

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::the new do::

In early November 2012,  I took a huge step in my school life, and future career…I added another Degree onto my course load. Given that I am attaining a Bachelor in Business Marketing from Albers School of Business and Economics at Seattle University, I couldn’t double major, since my other BA will be in Digital Design from The school of Fine Arts!!!! I am so excited to take my online presence to the next level, and to help the other artist that need web design, digital design help. I know this is a really BIG step, yet it is the BEST step to aid in my future career. I have been in love with Graphic Design, since the Art Institute days (Oh, so long ago). Yet, I went with the Fashion Degree, because lets just state the obvious, I LOVE and more than I’d like to admit LIVE for FASHION!  So, really it was inevitable that I add this to the list of skills that are going to aid in my successes and happiness in life.

I am now in my first quarter as a Digital Design student. The excitement that exudes from the reality that this will be a great asset to my career is plaguing me with doubt, due to being away from the art world for so SO so long. Intimidation is to say the least of what I feel. I feel a bit inadequate, just from the mere fact that my advisor is such a well renowned artist in Seattle, Chicago, Berlin and NY. He is quite amazing; YOU would be amazed. Yet, I am channeling this inadequacy towards the realization that he is teaching me the fruits of his knowledge.

This quarter I am taking digital photography, it reminds me of how much I love to take photos. I so wish I still had my Nikon Nikomat. At least I have my Minolta SrT101. I have film in it that needs to be developed, oh how I wish to develop it myself (side note; spring break project). I shall leave you with some mostly unedited photos taken within the last month. Be on the lookout for digital updates to the blog.

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Shiva

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all photos taken by me, copyright 2013
XOX{ohm}
Glitter and Buttterfly kisses
-Latoya aka BFLYsouljah aka BFLY mama

OOTD-1 continued

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I really desire the companionship of a male counterpart, one that has a great eye to detail and can capture the most amazing photographic memories of the amazing outfits that I embody daily…I have fallen upon someone, yet I have yet to seal the deal. I am praying that we work well together. Wish me luck, that it falls into place the way it should, I will keep you posted. Until next time here are some candid in between Sociology papers and reading.

 

 

 

 

xox{ohm}

BFLY mama aka Luxurious Latoya